Thursday, October 13, 2005
my own thoughts
pals.im really devastated.many troubles occur at the same time and i cant cope it.really.life is full of memories but brings back..you can say tat you didnt want them to understand you but you often expect others to know wad you think or wad you do.in between frens.there maybe some quarrels and anything.and you hope tat the person would apologise to you first cos he/she was at wrong.but you didnt think bout urself.you think you are foreva right and others.wrong.this typical thinking is wrong.very wrong.i myself experienced it alot of times.but do i seem to understand?no.to me.i tried my best to do wadeva tat is good to everyone but mistakes was made again and again.how to change? does tat mean tat by repenting will solve all the problems we meet?after all the problems and everything i met.one thing is definitely clear to me.FRENSHIP WUD TURN SOUR IF WE DO NOT TAKE GOOD CARE OF IT.many things happen in this short one year.almost are caused by frenship.it really cost us a few frens.in this year.we may think tat is the last year we are together and everything else.such excuses are made jus to keep away problems between frens.yes.last year.dun you think we shud help and care for our best frens.not best frens la.normal frens will do. we ought to cherish frens we have now as there may not be as many frens as before.its true.im trying my best to keep my temper.cos i did not want to hurt anyone.neither do i want to keep my feelings to myself.i hope someone wud lend me his/her ear.i have lots of troubles.lots of it.wud anyone help me? i doubt it. i wud like to say to the frens tat i had lost in this or last year. sorry for my arrogance.i really hope you cud understand my feelings and forgive me. im very sorry.
poof;
time;12:13 AM
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Monday, October 10, 2005
hello (:
poof;
time;11:50 PM
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yesterdays.
;;x
October 2005
